As you all know from this post, I promised that I would be more real about my cancer journey. It’s been just over a year since I was diagnosed, and there is definitely a lot more to share as I am on the road to recovery. To be honest, I contemplated sharing my journey now. I wasn’t sure how you all would react. I initially created this blog to share fashion outfits, but now I want this space to be something more and it just so happens that cancer is a big part of my life.
I’m not ashamed of it. I do hope that documenting my journey helps some of you out there. Helping others is without a doubt one of my biggest passions in life. I also hope to share more brands that raise cancer awareness and promote funding for cancer research. Because I know in my heart we can definitely find a cure.
Milestones
I shared a few weeks ago on Instagram that I completed one of my chemo drugs. YAY! What a big milestone to check off. Now I go in for IV treatments every 6 months and I still take my quarterly shots. Another milestone soon to be checked off is removal of my port. Since I don’t have to go in for treatments as often, my surgeons find it unnecessary for me to have this device in my body. Guess when they scheduled the removal of my port?! …. My birthday! I couldn’t believe the physician assistant called me to notify me that March 21 is when I’ll be in surgery.
Granted, this should only be an hour procedure (more time will be spent in the recovery room), however, I was hoping I would be ‘out n about’ on my birthday. Unfortunately, when I tried to reschedule, my surgeon wasn’t available and I don’t see the point in waiting much longer.
How do I feel about this?! Bittersweet. I’m excited that this is a sign that things are going well for me. That I can tell cancer to ‘F off’ and I know I am kicking cancer’s
butt. However, strange as this may sound, my port was a sense of comfort. My port made the whole cancer process a lot easier. Prior to my port, my arm was pretty much a pincushion to the point that my arms were blue from bruises. The port became a part of me.
Fight after the Fight
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Shirt: c/o Sevenly (7% gets donated to National Breast Cancer Foundation) Headband: c/o Headbands of Hope (buy 1 headband, & 1 gets donated to a child with cancer) Boyfriend Jeans: Gap Belt: Asos Bracelet: My Intent Project |
Not every cancer survivor/fighter goes through this.

I’ve been and am still going through all these long-term side effects while going to work and man did work hit me hard.
I work in a very intense, fast pace environment. With my chemo brain, and still fighting through the fatigue, it was hard keeping up. So hard that it felt like I was failing at everything. Every work, task, project I had to do felt harder and harder to the point that thinking about going to work gave me anxiety. I sometimes would cry in the middle of the day because I was so frustrated or find myself panicking. Then I would come home so exhausted. Everything in my body felt so heavy. I felt like I was being punished. I thought that since I am progressing well with my cancer treatments I should be happy. And I was so confused.
You are such an inspiration, lady- and you give such an honest voice to this process that sooo many people go through, and yet the world at large is still ignorant about. I am so proud of you + continue to send you good vibes. You are SO strong!
-Ashley
Le Stylo Rouge
Aww thank you so much Ashley!!
You are a warrior and you are a great inspiration for many people, me included.
Thanks for share your story with us
xx
http://www.sakuranko.com
Thank you so much for your kind words! This means a lot!
Such an inspiration and a strong women.
Even stronger sharing your story here.
xx
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https://theonethattravels.wordpress.com/
Thank you so much!
Looks great, great post girl!
Briana
http://beyoutifulbrunette.blogspot.com/
I got the sense from you previous posts and quotes on IG that you've been having some struggles, but I didn't realize the extent of it. I've said it before and I'll say it again – you are an inspiration, Rach! Have a great weekend <3
Jackie
Something About That
Yea, it was something hard for me to hold in. Thank you so much Jackie!
Inspiring post, we should never give up no matter what the circumstances are 🙂
http://www.adhiwahyudi.net
Thank you so much Adhi! That is my motto 🙂
what a strong and inspirational women you are!What a great post xx aquateraa.blogspot.co.uk
Thank you so much!
Thanks for such an inspiring post, my mum is a breast cancer survivor and had it last year. Yes, never give up … Be strong and keep the faith, you are resilient. Happy weekend! <3 Madison
http://fashiontalesblog.com
Your mom is a warrior! Thank you so much Madison!
Such a great inspiration!Great post:-)
http://www.lostindaydreams.com/
Thanks Olga!
You are so inspiring! Thank you for sharing your story and stay strong!
xx Nicole
http://toogoldstreet.com
Thank you so much Nicole!
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Thanks!
Keep on fighting. You deserve a life of freedom and happiness. I hope it all goes wonderful. Good luck, beauty.
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Thank you so much!!
When blogs become more than what they were meant to be ! Even if its about sharing a very personal journey!
http://www.talesoftwoblog.blogspot.com.au
Thank you so much for the encouragement!
Rach, you continue to be an inspiration! Thank you for sharing and giving a voice to so many women who experience this. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. Keep kicking butt and inspiring!
Nicole
Nicole to the Nines
Thank you so much Nicole! This means so much!
It is wonderful that you are sharing your story!
Thank you for reading!
Super tee and perfect casual look. I like it! 🙂
Kiss
Luna
http://www.fashionsnobber.com
Thanks!
Keep fighting girl! We are here to support you!
Thank you so much Ramonne!
Great message in your t-shirt
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Thanks Soraya!
Nice text! thanks!
xx
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Thanks Julia!
Nice casual look dear! So pretty!
xx
Mónica Sors
MES VOYAGES À PARIS
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Thanks Monica!
Great pics and total look
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@mariajosegomezverdu
Thanks!
You are so inspiring! I am so happy to hear that things are going well! Keep kicking butt, girl!
Jamie
Treats and Trends
Thank you so much Jamie!
In my heart I believe in a cure as well, and I just love your strength, mahal! You have been such an inspiration and you continue to do so! I love the tee, and need to check it out! Nothing better but to raise awareness!
Happy Monday, babe!
xoxo, Vanessa
http://www.WhatWouldVWear.com
Aw thank you so much Vanessa!!
Even though I don't understand the process, but I am so proud of you and I am so happy that I have seen the last part of the journey and you gave me courage. I really admire you and your strength. I love that you went back to work during your chemo and didn't stay at home feeling sorry for yourself. I wish I can be as brace as you.
I am so glad that you are getting better.
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Thank you so much! Your support means so much!
Thanks for sharing your progress and I'm sure the port removal surgery will go well. Hope you had a good and informative time at the Summit in Oakland. And I think it's wonderful that you and the hubs are thinking about traveling. I think that would be wonderful for you.
The summit was amazing! Def a positive experience! I am so excited to travel! Thank you so much Cheryl!
Good for you, girl. You're amazing for sharing this and reaching all of those milestones. Keep at it.
Katie | Willow and White
Thank you so much Katie!
You are really inspiring! Thank you for sharing your stories of strength and courage!
– Cielo
Mermaid in Heels
Thank you so much Cielo!
Sending you much love Rach. I know the fight is a long one and the toll is harsh. So happy you have such an great support system around you. I hope the summit was amazing!
Heidi || Wishes & Reality
Thank you so much Heidi! This means a lot! I had an amazing time at the summit!
Omg, you are just incredible! thanks for for sharing and being an inspiration
http://Loraroad.blogspot.com
Thank you so much Laura!
You are a super fighter!!! keep going up!!!
http://www.lacaleya.com
Thank you so much!
Thanks for continuing to share your story. I know it must take courage to put it out here for all of us. I can only imagine it must have been hard to adjust back to life. I mean, you have gone through (and in a lot of sense will go continue to go through for a long time) this huge thing and everyone else has just been living normal life. I'm glad you will get to go to the summit. Hopefully being around others who can relate will be refreshing.
Amy Ann
Straight A Style
Thank you so much Amy Ann! The summit was definitely filled with positive and people who can relate. It was an incredible time!
This is amazing, please inbox me if you are ever involved in another charity event, and we would love to contribute!
xoxo,
Sakura
https://www.midorilinea.com/blogs/midori-linea/cest-la-vie
Thank you so much Sakura for the offer!
Your blog and photos are so dreamy and beautiful and you are such an inspiration! It sounds like you are doing amazing, you go girl!! 😀 xx
elizabeth ♡ ”Ice Cream” whispers Clara (P.S we should absolutely follow each other on bloglovin or instagram haha 😀 xx)
Thank you Elizabeth!
I'm incredibly in awe of your strength. You have been through a lot, yet your outlook on life is so positive! You're amazing!
Thank you so much!
You're really so brave to share any of this! With your wig, we really had zero idea what was going on behind the scenes, but I think sharing it meant you didn't have to feel so alone. One day someone going through the same thing will find comfort in your story. (: With how you beat the odds. I imagine when you and your husband begin to travel you'll feel such a rush of contentment with life. I truly think cancer survivors see the world as such a beautiful place and need to remind us all that it is. (:
I guess that is good that it is hard to tell what is going on behind the scenes? It did feel good to share my story and I did learn that there are others out there going through the same thing which is comforting. Thank you so much Kiki!
So inspiring! I guess that once one has gone through what you have, one can overcome any challenge in life.
ANOUK
I guess that is true. Still have to overcome some more challenges but it def gives me a different perspective on life.
Sounds like an amazing even to be a part of! I can't even begin to imagine what the adjustment period would by like for that but it's always nice to hear someone openly talk about their experiences so I can understand it more for those in my life who have gone through it.
xoxo
Rina Samantha
http://www.andshedressed.com
It was an amazing event and I can't wait for next year haha. Thank you so much Rina!
Your strength and courage is such an inspiration to me every day. Reading these posts is beautifully humbling and I have such admiration for you in sharing your story. Always sending you love and hope <3
Julia・Little Miss Haute Couture
Thank you so much Julia!! This means a lot to me!
you are true worrior.. hands off … take care
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Thank you so much!!
Praying for you Rach! Love that you share your story. I so appreciate knowing how to pray for you. You're amazing. So inspired by you! ❤️❤️❤️
Rach, what an inspiration you are! You have a beautiful life ahead of you and you deserve to live and enjoy every freaking moment of it! Wishing you all of the health in the world girl and wishing you all the best on your road to recovery. Thank you so much for sharing your story! You have more courage in your fingernail than I do in my whole body (but, really:). Sending lots of love your way! Keep kicking ass girl!
Girl you are a warrior and a great inspiration for many people, specially me.
Thanks for sharing your story with us.
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